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Name: Essie
Country: United States
State: Washington
Birthday: 1/12/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: The normal things: coffee, sleeping, reading, making up new words, listening to radiohead (because I'm a techno superfreak), and forcing everyone I know to listen to my terrible, awful jokes.
Expertise: Spotting sarcasm (although satire is something I need to work on), spotting trees, spotting coffee, spotting leopards (get it, spotting LEOPARDS. heehee). Mmmm and driving like a she-devil
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Industry: Education/Research


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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Currently Listening
Half the Perfect World
By Madeleine Peyroux
Blue Alert
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Oh hell, I'll update. Facebook has taken over the known universe and stopped many from posting on xanga. I'm tired of logging on and having no reading material.

I've found several new loves in the world of music. I have napster and based reccomendations from downloading Norah Jones I found Madeleine Peyroux and Diana Krall. Both of whom are fantastic. Madeleine Peyroux's music is older sounding, like from the '30's and '40's. Diana Krall does jazz and has wonderful lyrics. I would highly reccomend both.

Now, what have I been up to? I'm sure you are so interested. I've just been schooling and working. I decided that I'm going to attempt to take on a writing minor starting next semester. I've decided that I want to live a la JK Rowling and teach while I write. I've also decided that I want to get my hair cut like Charlize Theron in her short days and then maybe dye strips of it purple. Woot!

Also, Nick and I have passed our year mark of living together. This is slightly strange for me because never in my life did I imagine I would be living out of my parents for a year anywhere by the age of 19, much less with a man. Well, it seems like year. It seems shorter sometimes. And sometimes it seems longer. None of these is bad.It's simply, strange and wonderful.

The sea is calm to-night.
The tide is full, the moon lies fair
Upon the straits; -on the French coast the light
Gleams and is gone; the cliffs of England stand,
Glimmering and vast, out in the tranquil bay.
Come to the window, sweet is the night air!
Only, from the long line of spray
Where the sea meets the moon-blanch'd land,
Listen! you hear the grating roar
Of pebbles which the waves draw back, and fling,
At their return, up the high strand,
Begin, and cease, and then again begin,
With tremulous cadence slow, and bring
The eternal note of sadness in.

Sophocles long ago
Heard it on the Aegean, and it brought
Into his mind the turbid ebb and flow
Of human misery; we
Find also in the sound a thought,
Hearing it by this distant northern sea.

The Sea of Faith
Was once, too, at the full, and round earth's shore
Lay like the folds of a bright girdle furl'd.
But now I only hear
Its melancholy, long, withdrawing roar,
Retreating, to the breath
Of the night-wind, down the vast edges drear
And naked shingles of the world.

Ah, love, let us be true
To one another! for the world, which seems
To lie before us like a land of dreams,
So various, so beautiful, so new,
Hath really neither joy, nor love, nor light,

Nor certitude, nor peace, nor help for pain;
And we are here as on a darkling plain
Swept with confused alarms of struggle and flight,
Where ignorant armies clash by night. -Mathew Arnold


Thursday, October 05, 2006

Currently Listening
Continuum
By John Mayer
Slow Dancing in a Burning Room
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"Screaming Infidelities" always makes me want to cry so why do I torture myself?  I have a love/hate relationship with this song. I love how melancholy it can be and sometimes feeling a little sad is ok. However, when there is an ounce of hurt in my life I automatically turn to this song and it makes me feel terrible.

I don't know what's going on in my life so I write on my emo xanga. But I don't know what to write. I like this song though.

"Stop This Train" John Mayer

No I'm not color blind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind; I just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this train I want to get out and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can
But honestly will someone stop this train

Don't know how else to say it, don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own
Come on stop this train
I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can but honestly won't someone stop this train

So afraid of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun
Had a talk with my old man
Said help me understand
He said turn 68, you'll renegotiate
Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
Don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
When you're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing so you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing stop this train I want to get out and go home again
I can't take this speed it's moving in
I know I can
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train


Thursday, September 14, 2006

I hate that at this point in my life I have to pull myself out the gutter again. Again with the self-deprecation and loathing for all my own actions.

Basically, this sucks. I hate crying so much and feeling and an untold amount of helplessness. Oh well, hopefully I'll be a little more Poetic about it than before. If nothing else, it will improve my journal writing to feel completely depressed once again.


I hate trying to read Paulo Freire. It's boring, albeit on education, so is a subject I like. However, it's also translated boring stuff. Also, has anyone besides me noticed that everyone in South America or latin America for that matter (except Mexico) wants to have a revolution? Seriously, Che Guevara, Paulo Freire, Fidel Castro, who next?


Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Do I even have to tell you how awesome it is that the "I am Sam" movie album is all covers of Beatles songs? Now if only it had Rocky Racoon and Happiness is a Warm Gun I would be the happiest girl ever.



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